ok ok, i know i suck for abandoning my blog and let it rot while consuming dust. I just lost the
OOMPH to blog, if you know what i mean.
And plus, life's been kinda monotonous to me (not that im complaining) but i actually like how things are the way it is. So yay! Wednesday I'll be out with my girlfriends to dine in Sushi King in conjunction with some Sushi Bonanza (i think). Well the deal is that its cheap so yayyyy.
But the price wasn't the point, I just don't quite remember the last time I hung out with a buncha girls and just pour every single emotions I've been hiding. I can't quite do that everyday in school. We get so caught up with our daily school stuff when we talk during lunch. And I have no crazy wild gilfriends in class to be a bitch with so...
BUT THANK GOD I HAVE CHING SZE. She keeps me sane.
Imagine sitting right in the middle of conversations between hormonal-raging-perverted-and-disgusting-boys who talk about girls like we're friggin' sex toys. ONE DAY, it is US girls, who will break YOUR hearts and you guys won't have a DICK to suck it up.
But then conversations like that are good for me in one way or another. They prepare me to face the reality: that no boys wants a girl because she's everything on the inside, but on the outside. And that they're ready to cheat on a far hotter girl.
I just don't think its fair what you guys think of girls. We're human beings just like you guys, and we're capable of so many things. Sometimes, even more than you guys.
So screw sexism.
oh, and i have a major plan. im commited full-time. and its all because i fell in love. it sucks but i guess it'll be all worth it :D 
