its been forever since i've been online.

and I'm online when there's exams tomorrow. Wonderful... Don't get me wrong; im so nervous and scared i'm most likely to shit in my pants if I don't find away to cool off.

And there ya go. Im here, online. Okay lah, I've been sitting here for the an hour already. I went fishing for blogskins because my current one's pretty medieval already since I've been using it for like 4 months?

Yeah, I haven't been to blogskins.com for the longest time and damn do they have good layouts! I found a couple of kick ass ones.

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Tomorrow's BM and Math. I'm ready for Math. But BM, I'll most probably suck. I know that language is my strongest subject but this year, I'm not so sure. For my pre-exam test, I was tested on Rumusan and I got a lonely 22.5! Over 30!
And I friggin STUDIED for the test. I felt like i've been sucked into a shit hole.
and I left my BM exercise books at school. way to go, camen.

Math, I'm okay. I've done pretty much everything there is to prepare, and I'm determined to do well in it.
Add Math, is a long shot (as expected) to score. But I'll give my utmost best.
Chem, I disciplined myself to revise at least twice every Tuesday and Thursday ever since I've taken up the subject. (if i didn't do that im gonna be so lost, and flunk it)
Physics is A BIG PROBLEM and a big pain in the ass. I blame myself for not revising consistently. I've been paying so much attention to other subjects because I didn't love the other subjects as much as Physics. Yes, Im a weirdo who loves Physics.
I was inspired by Dan Brown (long story) and I thought my interest and love towards this subject would make it a lot easier. But I WAS WRONG.. i love it still, but i'm struggling pretty bad. I'm still going to work on it. Im not giving it up. Im gonna burn the midnight oil this week.
History, don't get me started. Its all in subjective and there are friggin ESSAYS which carry so much marks, I would die miserably if I don't memorise the facts. So far, the information I memorised are still in my brain (the last time i checked, yeah)..

I'VE NEVER STUDIED THIS HARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. not even PMR. I can't afford to screw up, not this year or the next.

On Saturday, I studied so hard I caught a severe cold for staying in the air conditioned room for too long. My mom forced me to stop studying and take an hour nap. I took no breaks at all and in the end, i wasn't so sure if it paid off. At the end of the day, I felt as if there was no difference. Sighhh.. HOWWWW?

And all this late nights resulted worse than just me being sleep-deprived! PIMPLESSSSS! GAAAAAHHH