I wanna scream on top of my lungs right now.
And I want to scream at someone, I don't care who. I want to be heard.
I want someone's eardrums to break, the thin membrane to explode, the eustachian tube disconnected, the cochlea to leak.
I want to make someone's life miserable, wishing he/she might as well be dead.
I want someone to know how I feel, the angst and the hopes full and built up, then crash in disappointment and drown in misery.

Life is unjust. If thats the one real thing I've learned in my pathetic 16 year old life. Life, is unjust.

It never mattered how hard you tried, you'll never be what you want to be. You'll never get what you worked so hard for, and you'll see other people taking them away from you even when the entire world knows that you worked the hardest.

It never mattered, you'll never get it anyways. You'll have to stay this miserable forever.

-Camen

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