Wednesday, November 4, 2009
,5:53 PM
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I wish..
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Sometimes, only sometimes, rarely, but still sometimes...
Sometimes:
I wish I was deaf, so I won't be able to hear my heart cry or my mind think.
I wish I was blind, so I won't be able to see what you have done. You're so beautiful, but why are you so ugly when you do that? How I wish I didn't see.
I wish I was muted, so I won't be able to voice out how I feel, how it aches and how it torments me.
How you rip my heart, end it, like a raging sword running through my flesh and then reaching for my heart.Most of all, I wish I didn't have a heart, heartless, yes. I wouldn't be able to feel a thing then. I wouldn't be able to shed a single tear. Or would I be able to hear it beat vigorously whenever I cry too much.I know.. its my fault. Everything.. But why the hell do I deserve this?Labels: emotions
