Today, I cried.



MIN CHI STARTED IT!



We were actually very happily playing a game until the clock ticks 3.43 p.m.



Evane, Min Chi, Yi Ting and I [ besties ] gave a group hug. I said, " Lets hug. Its the last one we can do this year. "



Then, Min Chi bursted into tears. My nose began to fel numb and the next thing I know, tears were rolling down my cheeks. Then I shouted, " Min Chi! Don't cry. You're starting to make me cry too."



I was sobbing so hard that the whole class looked at me and comforted me. Some even asked, " Is Camen really crying or is she just faking it?" What do I look like to you? Doughnut? Of course I'm crying for real! IF I'm faking it, I would at least be able to talk or even look straight at you in the eyes XD.


I know I know. There's nothing to cry about. Especially when none of my besties for life are leaving. But I have this surge of feeling that tells me that one of them, Min Chi is not sure. Well, she's not sure herself. And I've been her friend since kindergarden.

Man... And we've been so close over the years. Parting makes me sick. Saying goodbye is pratically worse. Anyways, I had fun with banana and the others before the emo parting.

But something came into my mind after I stopped crying. When you're friends are leaving school, it doesn't really mean you'll never see them again. You can ask her out to the movies, shopping and some other activities... Well, basically, I love my friends. And I love them the way they are. There are times my brother asks me, " Yer. Why she like that you also want to be her friend wan?" or " Yer, she so bla bla bla. Don't be her friend la! ".

NO. Once a friend, always one. I believe in that. And I believe I always will. It amazes me though, how could tears fall so easily just for someone that will leave you? Actually, I found out the answer and its simple ; Its because you love that someone. And you're pretty sure that the someone feels the same.